© Dr. Jack L. Arnold Equipping Pastors International, Inc.
How to Live the Christian Life
Attachment to Lesson 9
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ÒI know it is my duty to be perfect,
but I am conscious that I cannot be. I know that every time I commit sin, I am
guilty, and yet I am quite certain that I must sin--that my nature is such that
I cannot help it. I feel that I am unable to get rid of this body of sin and
death, and yet I know that I ought to get rid of it... It is my agonizing death
struggle with my corruption that proves me to be a living child of God. These
two natures will never cease to struggle so long as we are in this world. The
old nature will never cease to struggle so long as we are in this world. The
old nature will never give up; it will never cry truce; it will never ask for
a treaty to be made between the two . . . What a fight.Ó (C. H. Spurgeon, ÒThe Fainting Warrior)
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ÒIt continues in us so long as we live, in some
more and in others less, according as the one or the other principle is the
stronger.Ó (Martin Luther)
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ÒWe must take comfort about our souls if we know
anything of an inward fight and conflict. It is the invariable companion of
genuine holiness... Do we feel anything of war in our inward man? Well, let us
thank God for it! It is a good sign. It is strongly probable evidence of the
great sanctification ... any thing is better than apathy, stagnation, deadness
and indifference.Ó (J. C. Ryle, Holiness)
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ÒThere are some professing Christians who can speak
of themselves in terms of admiration; but, from my inmost heart, I loathe such
speeches more and more every day that I live. Those who talk in such a boastful
fashion must be constituted very differently from me. While they are
congratulating themselves, I have to lie humbly at the feet of Christ's Cross,
and marvel that I am saved at all -- to wonder that I do not love him more, and
equally to wonder that I love Him at all -- to wonder that I am not holier, and
equally to wonder that I have any desire to be holy at all considering what a
polluted, debased, depraved nature I find still within my soul, not
withstanding all that Divine grace has done in me. If God were ever to allow
the fountains of the great deeps of depravity to break up in the best man that
lives, he would make as bad a devil as the Devil himself is. I care nothing for
what these boasters say concerning their own perfections; I feel sure that they
do not know themselves or they could not talk as they do. There is tinder
enough in the saint who is nearest to heaven to kindle another hell if God
should but permit a spark to fall upon it. In the very best of men, there is an
infernal and well nigh infinite depth of depravity. Some Christians never seem
to find this out. I almost wish that they might not do so, for it is a painful
discovery for anyone to make; but it has the beneficial effect of making us
ease from trusting in ourselves and causing us to glory only in the Lord.Ó (Spurgeon)
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ÒThe good which he would do, he did not, but the evil which he would
not, that he did,Ó making Romans 7
his common experience.
(Chrysostom)
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ÒI have lived hitherto a sinner, and I believe I shall die one. Have I than gained nothing? Yes, I have gained that which I once
would have rather been without—such accumulated proof of the
deceitfulness and desperate wickedness of my heart as I hope by the LordÕs blessing
has, in some measure, taught me to know what I mean when I say, ÒBehold I am
vile . . .I was ashamed of myself when I began to seek it, I am more ashamed
now.Ó (John Newton)
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ÒMy heart is half devil and half beast.Ó (George Whitfield)
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ÒThe sinful John Bradford:
a very painted hypocrite; the most miserable, hardhearted, and thankful
sinner, John Bradford.Ó (John
Bradford)
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ÒI cannot pray, but I sin; I cannot preach, but I sin; I cannot
administer, nor receive the holy sacrament, but I sin. My very repentance needs to be repented
of; and the tears I shed need washing in the blood of Christ.Ó (Bishop Berkeley)
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ÒUpon a review of the past year, I desire to confess that my sinfulness
has been exceeding great; my sins still greater; GodÕs mercies greater than
both. My shortcomings and my
misdoings, my unbelief and want of love, would sink me into the lowest hell,
was not Jesus my righteousness and Redeemer.Ó (Agustus Toplady)